Weight issue
Okay. For the first time in 10 years, i'll be honest with you. I think its pretty obvious that i have this issue ever since i was six. During kindergatren i weighed around 36Kg's. And year by year it increased till i looked myself in the mirror when i was 15, weighing a staggering 149 Kgs and i said to myself " Fuck this, i gotta do something" :( That's where it all changed. I met friends who cared enough for me so that i would change and be a better person health wise and character wise. Seriously, i hated myself when i was 13 - post 16. I was fucking fat, lazy and i couldn't do most of the things teenagers could do :'( Not only that, i was ridiculed a lot for being fat and ugly. It sucks, it FUCCCCKKKING SUCKS. But i'm glad and happy to say that i have been trying to lose weight and now i weigh in at 100KGs! And just so you know, even if i was really skinny i would only go down to 80KGs only (; Its a huuuuge accomplishment for anyone and everyone :') Some people may say i'm exaggerating this but idgaf. I'm happy and i'm thankful. Thank you Azzizul Azril and thank you Jack Yong. I don't know what i would do without you guys. I'm in tears just typing this out :') And thank you God, for everything that came along with my hard work :)
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